The Act of Wanting

I'm at the top of my game But everything feels the same I'm always adrift on a sea of ennui Moving in for the kill Looking for my next thrill 'Cause I know the finest things in life aren't free Fast cars, and faster women Help pass the blurred together days Old Scotch and expensive Cabernet Drift into a haze I'm sure that I have my reasons For another Four Seasons And I'm getting hit on by some other dude's wife Sure it's an ego boost And as I gently refuse Shouldn't I be delighted that this is my life Addicted to the chase of happiness I can't remember when I had it tough And now, now that I have everything I know it's never gonna be enough! The act of wanting Is better than having The way we readjust Will always leave us grasping for more I didn't grow up rich I was always just a little bitch Begging for anything not free Told that life's not fair So I better be a millionaire If I wanted ascendency Now that I'm onboard with the program I reap the rewards it enables I know I've come a long long way From eating meals at cardboard tables Cereal for dinner Now I fight to be thinner 'Cause dining out is my new pastime Put on some Ted Baker Like a gigantic faker And the Prada that I wear is a crime Those days fade into the distant past I can't remember when I had it tough And now, now that I have everything I know it's never gonna be enough!