Days (feat. Wolfe Garibay)

I'll fuckin hate one day and just be happy the next I might just open my phone and send a text to my ex Just to drown out these emotions with some meaningless sex And I mean who woulda guessed, when I'm left all alone That if I ain't gettin drunk then I'd rather be home Cause all these motherfuckin feelings cut me down to the bone Call me a catacomb, I'm sippin out styrofoam And you can try to hold me down but I jus be in my zone Right, thats right, I been choppin up pills I'm sorry momma if you hear this you prolly gettin the chills but your Oldest son has gotta deal wit his ills But he's got big dreams, to get a house in the hills And been sinnin a lot, but I been praying a lot And I know I don't believe but it's the last thing i got But hey I gave it a shot, and I know you'd be proud You and my real dad both i still let him around But I just pushed him away, just like everyone else And I jus sit here at night, I do it all to myself I only saw him pictures that I kept up on my shelf But i ain't ever fuckin call despite that love I felt Mood swing type shit I've never been one for love Cause the thing I the love most has just been money and drugs I ain't ever have a dad so I grew up wit a vice So I'll pop another pill I guess this pain will suffice tonight I fucking hate one day I'm never happy the next I'm always sleeping inside I'm always stressin stress I'm always losing my time I'm always trying my best Close my damn closet Take this S off my chest I'm not a hero I ain't flying no cape Going ghost And I ain't leaving no trace I ain't a credit card And I ain't about chase Tired of playing life And I ain't talking games Can we cut to the bull I'm tired of seeing red And feeling blue When I'm cool And when I'm cool I just wanna feel sane But it seems I'm only happy When I'm drowning in rain I never answer calls I don't need help You can never change How I see myself I never answer calls I don't need no help You will never know All the pain that I felt So comeback