Have You Ever Felt Like?

Have you ever felt like Nobody gets you? It's okay, its alright I've been there too Just know God gets it No matter He still listens I'm talkin' to myself And all of you who missed it Runnin' about Carrying round All of my trash From the past Why can't i just let it go Why can't i just leave it lone' I have been dealing with shame Tryna make me hate the day But that is not what He came for That is not what i was made for Sometimes people joke about The issues we go through And i know it hurts but, Just keep being you I missed out on a childhood of normalcy It ain't right but if i didn't i Wouldn't have seen that What i have gone through made me stronger Even though those times felt the longest It's been a long road traveling farther Haven't even told you bout all the trauma Don't ever listen to hate Isaac They don't know what they are sayin' They think that what i said is all me playin' They don't know my situation You think it's funny but i don't You think it's funny but i don't You think it's funny but i don't You think it's funny but i don't You think it's funny Laugh it up all that you want yea Have you ever felt like The guilt defeats you? Hard to build yourself up Cause all it does is eat you I know how it feels and, i believe you Runnin' from the pain but, There's no breakthrough I'm runnin' straight through a tunnel I don't see the light i might stumble But He picks me up He lifts me up In His love, in His love yea Why is it so hard to live with myself Been together but we don't like ourselves Guess that makes two of us Hatin' myself Trying to put ocd on the shelf yea I could use a visit From mr. no pain I just hope my God listens And takes away the sting Give me peace or give me peace The only option I know You can hear me I just hope Your'e watchin' What is inside of me Keepin' and eye on me Holdin' me down with its lies that's all i see Let me have more of Your sight that's all i need Please don't leave Don't let it get to me yea They don't know what i been goin' through But that's okay, it is okay cause i know You do That's what You do, this pain You will use, yea You think it's funny but i don't You think it's funny but i don't You think it's funny but i don't You think it's funny but i don't