Dues

Been paying dues feel confused, how much more to pay My mentals tortured in short this resorts in sure decay At this point I wish I had a porch but hey Guess I could just open my sliding door on a gorgeous day But even then sometimes you've got the local meth head That on occasion just jumps in and then sits on your bed And tries to hit their pipe like it's nothing fuck out my house So yeah, sometimes I struggle with doubts All I do is pay dues All I do is pay dues All I do is pay dues All I do is pay dues All I do is pay dues All I do is pay dues One hundred times eleven, that's basically what I spent in beats Then about another six fifty just to get the shit mixed at least Album cover's two hundred, plus the production of physicals Music videos because Vanarchy taught with no promotion it'll move Precisely zero copies resulting in total fiscal loss So don't haggle when I ask for ten bucks because you'll just piss me off It's van life to pay for this, one hundred percent independent Every cent went back into it just as quick as you sent it Damn All I do is pay dues All I do is pay dues All I do is pay dues All I do is pay dues All I do is pay dues All I do is pay dues Aint seen my family in eight months how much this posta' cost Performed in like forty states, been traveling for so long I'm lost By now I've probably logged nine hundred nights in a vehicle Six projects by age twenty five, I just don't see people Biking three times their body weight up fat ass hills for several years Working merch for better known rappers, I've separate from rest' my peers The devotion can't be questioned, it's just a matter of time Your tenacity, passion, and talents a laughable fraction of mine All I do is pay dues All I do is pay dues All I do is pay dues All I do is pay dues All I do is pay dues All I do is pay dues