I Don't Need Help (feat. Okan Kazdal)

This is my house, I don't need help I was born to be dramatic Gonna drink up, make my bones numb Guess that life has been traumatic But it's all fine, it's just my life I am lying through the panic But I don't need help I don't need help Born in '93, down in New Jersey And there was more to us than all those eyes could see Thought they'd never give up, but when tragedy struck I was hopeful we could still be family And if you ask my mother when my problems started She'd say, 'for her, I always feared, it's in her blood' And every piece of me is angry at their judgements I'm doing fine, I'm okay I am not the things they say This is my house, I don't need help I was born to be dramatic Gonna drink up, make my bones numb Guess that life has been traumatic But it's all fine, it's just my life I am lying through the panic But I don't need help I don't need help Now I'm 26 in New York, working nights to keep the lights on Everybody tells I'm walking on a line What's everybody worrying for? I guess I've been off, not thinking too much About what's haunting me Can you just let me be? This is my house, I don't need help I was born to be dramatic Gonna drink up, make my bones numb Guess that life has been traumatic But it's all fine, it's just my life I am lying through the panic But I don't need help I don't need help This is my house, I don't need help I was born to be dramatic Gonna drink up, make my bones numb Guess that life has been traumatic But it's all fine, it's just my life I am lying through the panic But I don't need help I don't need help Sometimes the world will bring you to the ground down on your knees Inside the fire, burning, begging just to hear you scream But I'm not gonna fight, I'm doing well despite it all I know I'm living a lie But that's what gets me through the night This is my house, I don't need help I was born to be dramatic Gonna drink up, make my bones numb Guess that life has been traumatic But it's all fine, it's just my life I am lying through the panic But I don't need help I don't need help This is my house, I don't need help I was born to be dramatic Gonna drink up, make my bones numb Guess that life has been traumatic But it's all fine, it's just my life I am lying through the panic But I don't need help I don't need help