Sabotage (feat. CHIKA)

Ya, ya, ya, ya Choices, everybody make 'em And the truth is, something I've been thinking 'bout Reasons, you said I don't give 'em Maybe I don't know how Excuses, boy I got a lot of them Reasons, why I am the way I am Regret, you said I don't feel it Maybe I don't know how Man it got so ugly I was begging you to stay when you left a house Said you never loved me Had me ducking all the venom flying out your mouth Ooh, closed your heart and you locked me out Ooh, took your beautiful lovin' I turned it out Every time I hear them talking 'bout you I wonder did I play myself And sabotage love? Every time I think about me and you (no, I ain't right) I wonder did I play myself (when I think about it) And sabotage love? Mirrors, trying not to break 'em all Bad luck, seems like they're always falling Feelings, now I've got to bury 'em And I don't know how Memories of us in picture frames Set on fire don't sweet the pain How I got so ugly I was begging you to stay when you left a house Said you never loved me Had me ducking all the venom flying out your mouth Ooh, closed your heart and you locked me out Ooh, took your beautiful lovin' I turned it out Every time I hear them talking 'bout you (no, I ain't right) I wonder did I play myself When I think about it And sabotage love? Every time I think about me and you (no, I ain't right) I wonder did I play myself (when I think about it) And sabotage love? Yeah, I'm off and at it Admittedly got a habit Of getting in my own way while I'm wishing that I can have it The picket fences and pictures of family and foreign fabrics, I know It'd be in front of me if I could only grasp what I wanted And so did you, one hundred Was overdue, was running You had the clue, took warnings and feelings too I wanna get over you, but I can only blame myself Think it's time to put these feelings on the shelf For my health, yeah I'm not the best at containing all my discretions I'm not a saint, but damn it if I don't come with confessions It's easy to block our blessing Mistakes are for learning lessons I use this shit as a letter Apologies to my exes, yeah Every time I hear them talking 'bout you (no, I ain't right) I wonder did I play myself (when I think about it) And sabotage love? Every time I think about me and you (no, I ain't right) I wonder did I play myself (when I think about it) And sabotage love? Sabotage Every time I hear them talking 'bout you Apologies to my exes I wonder did I play myself Apologies to my exes You use your shit as a ladder Apologies to my exes Every time I think about me and you I wonder did I play myself