Smiling When I Die

Yesterday felt like my graduation Now some of those kids have got their own Been a while since I took a vacation It's been a while since I really let go Don't wanna look back Thinking I could've done this, or I could've tried that Don't wanna look back 'Cause it's going by fast I'ma call my mother It's been a while since I've been home Take a trip in the summer See all the lights in Tokyo Get lost in the desert Just to see what I can find So when it's my time, I I'm smiling when I die (when I die, when I die) I'm smiling when I die (when I die, when I die) Yesterday felt like my first day working Now I'm not the youngest on the clock Been a while since days were just for burning It's been a while since I threw back a shot Don't wanna look back Thinking I could've done this, or I could've tried that Don't wanna look back 'Cause it's going by fast I'ma call my mother It's been a while since I've been home Take a trip in the summer See all the lights in Tokyo Get lost in the desert Just to see what I can find So when it's my time, I I'm smiling when I die (when I die, when I die) I'm smiling when I die (when I die, when I die) There's been a couple times that I fell in love But a couple times just ain't enough There's been a couple joints that I couldn't share But I guess I gotta start somewhere I'ma call my mother It's been a while since I've been home Take a trip in the summer See all the lights in Tokyo Get lost in the desert Just to see what I can find So when it's my time, I I'm smiling when I die (when I die, when I die) I'm smiling when I die (when I die, when I die) I'm smiling when I die (when I die, when I die) I'm smiling when I die (when I die, when I die) I'm smiling when I die (when I die, when I die)