Broken

No

I'm in a bad situation

I've got no good reputation, so

Why are you still here?

Cause I'm, bent and I'm broken

Strung out, I'm fucked up

And I've Seen all you can do to me

And I know all these games by now

Cause I'm broken, because I'm broken

Let's raise a glass to the past and let it haunt us forever

You said that yesterday was history

Back and forth and forth and back

How can I accept the fact that

You had to fuckin' lie to me

Now lets be real I can't just blame this all on you

'cause that would only contradict

So bare with me now

I've got a lot of issues with myself

And from myself that I don't think I can fix

'cause I'm broken down

And I've Seen all you can do to me

And I know all these games by now

Cause I'm broken, because I'm broken

So tell me why love is so difficult

Splitting our hearts from physical

Cynical miserable vague individuals

Steady playing this game like its ritual

And in time you'll say you don't know why

You just know I'm not like him

If it's not my place then please explain why

I can't stay to save the life that I had

Nah, guess it has to end

But I'm glad that we're still friends

Pretend I haven't been in my feelings for weeks

Then you hit me up and it starts over again

Definitively as I live it's a given

That I'll choke up when you check in

Sell a pretense take a deep breath

And then check out when the call ends

Hit my physician in minutes of hanging up

Re-upped prescriptions bad decisions fizzin’ up

I take life in sessions all because these drugs

Never really help me cope enough

Cause forcing loves like joke with no punchline a day without sunshine

Left drowning no life line in hard times and I've tried

To play it wise to find problems personified

And how can I believe for a second

There's a rhyme or a reason in these

Insignificant blessings we adhere to by any means

Holding two rings set in a feel of regretting

A sea full people watchin’ you sink in

Farther into murky waters between us

Forever falters and now you have a chance to leave it

So how do you feel?

Strung out I'm fucked up

And I've Seen all you can do to me

And I know all these games by now

'cause I'm broken, because I'm broken

Because I'm broken