Slowly falling down the spiral
Consciously aware
Emotionally devoid
Chained my psyche to misery
Too fast I lose my grip on reality
Shattered pieces of what I have always been reflect back an image of sorrows son
Shattered pieces of what I have always been reflect back an image of sorrows son
The looking glass self professes a weakness I cant seem to escape
An entity made of my own creation devouring me piece by piece
Piece by piece
Maybe it's myself I'm afraid to see
Maybe it's myself I'm afraid to be
Pull back the mask and reveal my higher self
Drown in self reflection
My mind keeps swimming with no apparent shore
I've collapsed underneath the weight of it all
The pillars that gave me strength fade away and disintegrate
The pillars that gave me strength fade away and disintegrate
This state of being is all I've ever know
Its cessation reforms the inner me
Separate myself from false claims
Disengage from the negativity festering inside of me
Psychological suicide
I must hold on to something or find purpose in the unknown
My mind keeps swimming with no apparent shore
