Come Down (feat. Analise)

I see it when I

I see it when I come down

I see it when I come down

Can't feel it 'cause I'm numb now

I see it when I

I see it when I

I see it when I come down

I see it when I come down

I just can't forget, I can't let it go

Every time I move I can feel it in my bones

I can feel it in my heart

I can feel it in my soul (I can feel it in my soul)

I keep tryna fill this void, so I'm filling up my cup

I can't block out all the noise, I can feel when I get cut

I keep looking at the past wondering if I did enough

Tryna block it out, but I ain't having no success

Dwelling on the past is only adding to the stress

Got no sense of humor, I been laughing hella less

Everything was straight until this shit went hella left

Life ain't always fair, ain't always gonna be the best

All these ups and downs I'm going through I can attest

Did this come from God and if it did is it a test?

I got shit to say and I can't get it off my chest, yeah

But I don't feel shit no more

Promise you it won't affect me 'cause I'm numb now

And I don't feel shit no more

You gon' see eventually when I do come down

Oh, I see you when I come down

Oh, can't feel it 'cause I'm numb now

Oh, all this weight feel like a ton now

Oh, hope to see you when I come down

This isn't the way that I imagined I would lose you

Couldn't see the obvious, I ignored all the clues too

Dealing with this pain, it ain't healing like my bruise do

Learned to block it out by going shopping for some new boots

Ain't no winners here, we all got caught up in a lose-lose

Count up all the blues, I'm hoping that could bring a new mood

I ain't getting better, honestly I'm getting used to it

Sipping every day and acting like it's every blue moon

I can't help but feel it when I'm caught up in the moment

Try to let it go, but it runs deeper when I show it

I don't wanna see, it's getting harder not to notice

Try to replay memories, I'm feeling like you stole 'em

I keep holding on, it's like I'ma need too much of it

Take over my mind, I get stuck on just one touch of it

All these broken promises have got me on some other shit

All this overthinking I been doing really matters, shit

But I don't feel shit no more

Promise you it won't affect me 'cause I'm numb now

And I don't feel shit no more

You gon' see eventually when I do come down

Oh, I see you when I come down

Oh, can't feel it 'cause I'm numb now

Oh, all this weight feel like a ton now

Oh, hope to see you when I come down

I see it when I

I see it when I come down

I see it when I come down

Can't feel it 'cause I'm numb now

I see it when I

I see it when I

I see it when I come down

I see it when I come down

But I don't feel shit no more

Promise you it won't affect me 'cause I'm numb now

And I don't feel shit no more

You gon' see eventually when I do come down

Oh, I see you when I come down

Oh, can't feel it 'cause I'm numb now

Oh, all this weight feel like a ton now

Oh, hope to see you when I come down