Out of Here

What if I told you that I never felt safe What happens if I land on the surface and it breaks I probably die a thousand times over before I wake I hope I make it out of here for now I play it safe I hope I make it out of here If tomorrow doesn't come I hope I finally make it out of here I never promised you heaven on earth I hope I leave it first Why is my consciousness covered In dirt The evil in me lurks I hope I make it out of here I hope I make it out of here Okay me first Okay me first Said I want to leave don't know right I've been too up for the whole night My mind on ten and my eyes won't send me a sign I'll be fine if i do right Never felt safe in my whole life and I lost it Paranoia, empty voids is what it cost me Never found home but it lost me Never found home but I Never get too comfortable in these streets Never get too comfortable who you meet Never close my eyes and die in my sleep When I leave this earth alone and make peace If tomorrow don't come I will move myself the pace of these drums I will face my demons off before I'm done Pray my sins are gone before the sun June What if I told you that I never felt safe What happens if I land on the surface and it breaks I probably die a thousand times over before I wake I hope I make it out of here for now I play it safe I hope I make it out of here If tomorrow doesn't come I hope I finally make it out of here I never promised you heaven on earth I hope I leave it first Why is my consciousness covered in dirt The evil in my lurks I hope I make it out of here I hope I make it out of here Okay me first Okay me first And now I feel like blocking off I need some edge to knock it off This feeling tends to stick no matter how I try to fight it off It feels like nothing matters in this lifetime Or is it that i'm wrong I put some pressure on your lifeline I feel it coming on and now I'm shoulder length with typhoons I wrote haikus I broke right through the waters Took a stroke at you And now the sun is back my sins are running deep It ain't no fun in that tomorrow never came it ain't no coming back It ain't no coming back