Creator of Peace

Life's a trip it don't make a difference If you play the position of a broke bum with no pot to piss in Or a millionaire with women everywhere and rocks that glisten Just know the clock is ticking; one minute can be the ending of your life A sight that I've seen up close, life's cutthroat At age 15 is when I lost hope Watching my momma die for years it starting sinking in Her warm embrace and loving smile I'd never see again I told her that and as I said it my tears flowed I'm thinking to myself DAMN where did the years go I coulda did better, I shoulda chilled mo (More) She held me when I cried as if I was a year old Still those times visit my mind Divine soul, though often times cold with no feelings; I'm Not a perfect man, but strive to be and giving up to me's a worthless plan I finally see I'm the ruler of my own life But even still I need someone i can hold tight I need to chill cuz I feel myself chocking up But to heal I release my thoughts and open up Sometimes I get lost in my thoughts Positives I keep while the negativity's tossed And I... disregard talk haters will speak And remind myself that I am the creator of peace ADVERTISEMENTSCROLL TO CONTINUE WITH CONTENT I jot my feelings in my pad to ease my mind So if I'm ever feeling sad I read my rhymes I was raised without a Dad, but cleaned my eyes And stopped crying long ago cuz I need to find Happiness without allowing life to crush my hope Using nothing as a crutch that'll stunt my growth You see we all have demons; the issue is when you Look outside to fix the issues within you External stimuli won't solve problems of mine Happiness starts first with a positive mind But I know in the dark the light is harder to find And when you're losing your grip it gets harder to climb Out that depressive state But when you do it's true, you should expect the hate Cuz some people hate to see you win And misery and company have been the best of friends