That's a Start

I know you said not to ask you anymore How you're feeling And if you mean it I know you said not to come knocking at your door In the evening But I'm not sleeping Now and then I think that I'm doing fine enough without you And then it hits me It sits inside my chest planning my demise until I see you And then it frees me I hope to god that I forget who you are 'Cause if I don't then I'll probably go insane I'll stand outside your bedroom window in the dark Trying to recreate the feelings that we made And if I listen really closely I might just hear you only And no one else who's climbed into your heart And that's a start I know you told me not to call you anymore So I deleted your number from my phone But I'm sorry if it's etched into my brain I can't remove it I know it's stupid And it's impossible to tell you how I feel 'Cause you don't answer You ignore it I think you're tired of all the trouble that I've caused I think you're done I can sense it So I hope to god that I forget who you are 'Cause if I don't then I'll probably go insane I'll stand outside your bedroom window in the dark Trying to recreate the feelings that we made And I know that it's unfair When I ask you if she's there And it's not that I don't like her by the way I just think she's over friendly You could let her down gently Or tell her that you're on a different page I hope to god that I forget who you are 'Cause if I don't then I'll probably go insane I'll stand outside your bedroom window in the dark Trying to recreate the feelings that we made And if I listen really closely I might just hear you only And no one else who's climbed into your heart And that's a start