By Myself

I pulled you around the balcony To break a hive you couldn't see And buzzed for your big mouth to feed On honey that ran out of me To choose you And I'm playing with my self I talked in rings to turn your spine Losing memory of mine But standing in a sturdy line Doing all I can to Confuse you And I'm talking to myself I prefer my dreams of you To anything you'd ever do So please don't play or talk or move Before I have the chance to Abuse you And I'm dreaming of myself I play caliban in bed Turn my mind out Bang my head So I forget what you said That I'll wind up dead before I bruise you And I'm beating up myself I'm beating up myself Woe is me I'm black and blue At least I always tell the truth