Edicius

Sometimes you gotta talk for the ones who- Who ain't here So I'ma talk for 'em I never wanted to kill myself Just end a part of me And never got a chance to heal myself So it's a part of me It's me, if you're wonderin', who I'm at war with Old version of me, sitting by dormant It bleeds All over me There's no tourniquet available A bandage that will make it go It's seeping through my pores Until I drown, it's unescapable It's deep Getting hard to breathe Suffocated by anxiety Who I do not try to be Who the hell lied to me? 'Cause I don't think that I can be free When the doctor said, "Speak" I said I never wanted to kill myself Just end a part of me And never got a chance to heal myself So it's a part of me It's me, if you're wonderin', who I'm at war with Old version of me, sitting by dormant It bleeds All over me The pressure builds, I can't blame my peers I look in the mirror just to face my fears Most deaf needs support can they not hear When your criteria is you can't cry tears That will I am that go shake my sphere Face to face with the king, gave my lear Bloodshed and Van Gogh I gave my ear Now I mutant shapeshift to change my gears It made me a monster that today's right here A prison inside me I gave my years This feeling is toxic how I waste my beer My demons are locked in the safe not near How can I drive straight and face thy rear? If you ever odd been they I feared Off in the dark where my day's not clear To face the music and play by ear Listen every wish that they repeatedly feeding me Got me needing my greenery and I drank my beer These demons believing me and I think of deleting me But is something that people cling to and save like here Or for me to sin evil deed and I think that I need To be ridding me of an evil me, I'll erase my smear All over the scene, I need my G OG to speak to me And my years on with these homies 'cause I ain't Nasir, yeah A song for the misfits Light a blunt, get a bong, take a quick hit If you got ya alcohol, take a quick sip We don't wanna be gone from existence Just erasing a part within Kamikaze in part, maybe with it I don't know, just a thought I said with Suicide or call it Edicius 'Cause I never wanted to kill myself Just end a part of me And never got a chance to heal myself So it's a part of me It's me, if you're wonderin', who I'm at war with Old version of me, sitting by dormant It bleeds All over me There's no tourniquet available A bandage that will make it go It's seeping through my pores Until I drown, it's unescapable It's deep Getting hard to breathe Suffocated by anxiety Who I do not try to be Who the hell lied to me? 'Cause I don't think that I can be free When the doctor said, "Speak" I said, "I never wanted to"