Beautiful Pain (Losin My Mind)

This beat from Murda

Girl, you got me losin' my mind

I just want you to see that I'm trying

Ever since you left, the sun don't shine

Don't want to lose you in this race against time

Hypnotized by your love, I'm blind

It's so hard to pay attention to the signs

Without you, feel like slowly, I'm dying

Broken hearts can make a grown man cry

I was sittin' there just thinkin', then reality, it hit me

Hope I feel your same pain when that bitch Karma come and get me

Feel like I don't deserve you no more, but I want you to be with me

We done built a bond so strong, and from that love, I know you miss me

Connected to your soul, I feel it when you hug and kiss me

Now your shoulder is so cold and lately, I been feelin' empty

I got caught up in this fame and all these hoes, I let it tempt me

In that hotel room alone, remember I would hold you gently

Went on dates, we took some pictures, everything was movin' quickly

Manipulated, I ain't think a new relationship would fit me

But I told you we can try it, even though I know it's risky

Mind games with our emotions, swear this shit get kinda tricky

Girl, you got me losin' my mind

I just want you to see that I'm trying

Ever since you left, the sun don't shine

Don't want to lose you in this race against time

Hypnotized by your love, I'm blind

It's so hard to pay attention to the signs

Without you, feel like slowly, I'm dying

Broken hearts can make a grown man cry

Keep her in Love PINK 'cause I like how them joggers fit her

Wonderin' how I'ma play it, it was hard to get her

So beautiful, I keep her smilin' when I compliment her

If bein' this bad is a sin, I hope that God forgive her

Just had a son, I'm tryna be the perfect father figure

I kept you worried, in them trenches tryna dodge the killers

Tryna escape from this commitment made our problems bigger

It's hard to love with dysfunction, wish my scars was thinner

Tryna forgive me in your thoughts, I hope your heart remember

Know it's gon' hurt to see another **** bondin' with her

Can't even look you in your eyes 'cause I'm burnin' up with guilt

For that one moment, went too far, and now I fucked up what we built

Girl, you got me losin' my mind

I just want you to see that I'm trying

Ever since you left, the sun don't shine

Don't want to lose you in this race against time

Hypnotized by your love, I'm blind

It's so hard to pay attention to the signs

Without you, feel like slowly, I'm dying

Broken hearts can make a grown man cry