Starting Over

These days I feel outnumbered I can never get ahead Always on the outside Forever looking in I'm so ashamed of who I am (I am) I try to pass the blame Too afraid to face the truth I push everyone away Hollow, let me be whole again Empty, drowning in my regret Hollow, let me be whole again Can I, can I run from my past? Let go and start again? All I wanted was to feel alive (Feel alive) But I don't think that I can win this fight Cut me free from my misery These days feel like they're on repeat I will never get ahead Stuck in my own ways I'm so used to giving in Can I be a better man And learn to live again? I'd like to think I'm moving on But a part of me is still holding on To all of my nightmares A never ending nightmare Can I, can I run from my past? Let go and start again? All I wanted was to feel alive (Feel alive) But I don't think that I can win this fight Cut me free from my misery Will I ever be anything Other than my own worst enemy? I keep searching for answers What will it take to set me free? Will I ever be anything Other than my own worst enemy? Change, I can change Or am I better off this way? (Better off this way) Show me how to get through another day Can this be what I need (What I need) To start over, to start over?