Long Time Friends

Another little abuse, another pointless excuse Another joke that's not to laugh at Another day, feeling like I don't belong I really don't belong So, I end another day, feeling totally betrayed Say hello to anger, did you miss me? I know it so well, like a long time friend Who smiles while poisoning me And I don't know, if they still love me And I don't know, if they still care But all I really know is I am sorry I let you let me grow, so underprepared I'm pulling at the root to tear you off me To see if I'll have something left And even if it means, I'm starting over And everything I made with you means nothing Well, that doesn't matter I'm alone and I'm free 'Cause there's nothing really wrong with me And I know it doesn't matter No matter what they tell me Done living for someone else's time On someone else's dime So I'm drawing my line in the sand 'Cause I know it doesn't matter Another thing to remake, another patient mistake Another self humiliation A better day, happy that I won't belong Does anyone belong? So, I end a lonely day feeling totally okay Wave goodbye to anger, will you miss me? I knew it so well, like a long time friend We'll never be friends again I don't really know if they still love me And I don't know if they still care But all I really know is I'm not sorry 'Cause I am on my own with no one there So make me feel alone when they are with me It sounds insane, but au contraire I'm cutting off the parts, that kill the body Because they never played me fair and square And I feel fucking awesome I'm alone, and I'm free 'Cause there's nothing really wrong with me And I know it doesn't matter No matter what they tell me Done living for someone else's time On someone else's dime So, I'm drawing my line in the sand 'Cause I know it doesn't matter I don't really think about your love now And I don't think that I still care I know without a doubt, if you could see me I would ruin your week, your month, your year 'Cause you don't have a victim you can poison So now the poison's all you have I'm living a new life and don't regret it And you just have the memory Bet you'll never forget it Because now I'm alone and I'm free 'Cause there's nothing really wrong with me And I know it doesn't matter No matter what they tell me Done living for someone else's time On someone else's dime So I'm drawing my line in the sand 'Cause I know it doesn't matter (Do they even know what love is?) Yeah, I know it doesn't matter (Are they growing tired of this?) Yeah, I know it doesn't matter (On my own I'll float above this) And I don't really know