Out of Breath

The more I shut it out the harder it comes back I'm sick and tired of always feeling under attack And I don't know about you but I don't care about you And I just can't live like this anymore Just the thought of it puts more weight on my chest I try to sleep but I have no success I've already died 1000 deaths And I'm running out of breath And I can't live like this anymore Can you take a hint? is there anybody listening? I don't know who will be more sorry, me or you? Try not to blame yourself I tried to listen to my old records today I just couldn't make them sound the same All meaning is lost in a haze of personal politics And heartbreak by association So many times I've come close to the end Now you send your love. I have nothing to send I won't play this confusing game anymore! This time I'm closing the door can you take a hint?