Addiction

I am strung out and I am sentimental On Blackfriars Bridge hoping That it's all over Check my pulse to see if I am still living Because I feel death get closer My racing mind My bloodshot eyes Tell the truth or end up in despair My fucking pain it's easy to see That it is my cross to bear I hit rock bottom But that was where I stalled 'em Now I need to get myself in line I hit rock bottom but Now I am back at 'em Taking each day at a Time This is holiness This is my alibi This is Addiction This is my last try Lost Count of How many times I cried out for help Said I needed a doctor Check me in and I will check out Because I am fucking going over and over My racing mind My bloodshot eyes Tell the truth or end up in despair My fucking pain it's easy to see That it is my cross to bear I hit rock bottom But that was where I stalled 'em Now I need to get myself in line I hit rock bottom but Now I am back at 'em Taking each day at a Time This is holiness This is my alibi This is Addiction This is my last try