Decay

August, all the days go The 16th comes to pass I did not know it then That I died alongside you My life has no more view Just scattered stones below These words contort and twist From joy to hopelessness I can't shake the burden that is you Wait for the end As I'm falling back On a memory There's something in me Still longing to finally know If all of my ambition Was lost amongst the years There's parts of the past (The eidolon) That I no longer feel (She fades away) And with this new perspective (Now it's over) It stains all I can recollect As your hands grasp in vain Your essence starts to drain A glimpse of all your sorrow With no time left to borrow I come back to that place again A smile and its mark on me Did you know this was the end? When you took your final breath Casted aside from light Beckoned beside the night Your words insane worthless Your name profane deathless Her bright face withers to grey A loving touch fading away These empty and ravaged grounds Are the legacy that surrounds Taken by the storm of tears and the doubt never clears I fall forever Left a shell that is barren of all optimism There was no reason Even the brightest of stars burn away The phantom of hate beckons you to his grave Drowning in the sickness As it leaks from your mind And its seeping into my skin As it fabricates, suffocates, mutilates, terminates Shift your gaze Turn away Pretending You don't know They all know I can't see What's right in Front of me Look how faith has played its hand Lost to my hate is where I stand No matter what you try to do Eyes in the dark watch all of your moves Every move Every move you ever made the dark was upon you What can I say With the weight of your words upon me? The weight of your words Decay of the mind Decay of the soul Decay of the heart that I once use to call my own Decay of my mind Decay of my soul Decay of my heart blackened by all those faults your own You've fallen apart You've fallen apart inside my arms No pieces of myself can Put you together again Let all of it fade Let all of this color fade away If there's any hope you'll change I'm waiting to corrode with you I won't let you go Reach out for my