can't look back

I thought about giving up everything I own And then moving out, I'm a prisoner in this home I keep my curtains shut, sabotage everything I love For a temporary feeling that only left me numb, damn Some days, I'm a kamikaze There's no way you can fucking stop me I can't look back when the memories look like that I took the blade out of my pocket, cut the strings that were attached I'm bad and they say they that the good die last My hesitation is the enemy, I guess this is the end of me God damn, I just got some bad news I lost some more friends, got their names tattooed I take my .45, point it right at you 'Cause you can't take nothing away from me I got nothing to lose Some days, I'm a kamikaze There's no way you can fucking stop me I can't look back when the memories look like that I took the blade out of my pocket, cut the strings that were attached I'm bad and they say they that the good die last My hesitation is the enemy, I guess this is the end of me Hesitation is the enemy, I guess this is the end of me Hesitation is the enemy, I guess this is the end of me