Too Much To Say

They told me that I'm runnin' out of time, I ain't lit no more Say my music gettin' weak, it don't hit no more Sometimes I don't wanna have fame, or get rich no more But I got two kids to feed, I can't sit no more I foot the bill for everything, world on my shoulders Wanna break down but I can't, I gotta hold up Wanna free my mind but I'm tryna stay sober I ain't really live yet, I'm only getting older I got too much to say Yeah, I got too much to say I got too much I hide I got too much I hide Yeah, I got too much to say I got too much to say I got too much I hide (Oh) I got too much I see the pain in my baby's eye He gotta go from house to house, I gotta tell him why But he's way too young to understand now Mama couldn't stay 'cause your daddy broke me down I got scars from the past I don't talk about And I could probably ruin lives if I run my mouth Put makeup over my bruises and fake a smile Turn on the camera, we gotta make this money now I got too much to say Yeah, I got too much to say I got too much I hide I got too much inside Yeah, I got too much to say I got too much to say Yeah, I got too much I hide (Oh) I got too much As a child I was introduced to things that I shouldn't have been Feelin' hot between the legs when I shouldn't have been I ain't tell my Mama because I didn't want the drama 24, still living with the trauma, yeah That's why you never see me laughing at nobody's pain No matter how hard it gets my heart will never change (Never change) No matter how hard it gets my heart will never change I got too much to say Yeah, I got too much to say I got too much I hide I got too much inside Yeah, I got too much to say I got too much to say I got too much I hide I got too much I got too much to say