Proud

I apologize in advance For every single time I'ma have to cancel the plans For every single birthday and dinner that I'ma miss If I'ma make this work then it's really outta my hands When you ten toes down tryna get it outta the mud Sacrifices are made, especially, with those you love, yeah So when it feels like I'm being selfish Just know that I'm tryna make life better for all of us, yeah Yeah, always lose track of time But you're always on my mind I hope one day you'll find That I'm sorry that I'm not sorry Sorry that I'm not sorry I know that you see me hardly But who gon' do all this for me, if not me I hope that you're proud of me I'm sorry that I'm not sorry I know that you see me hardly But who gon' do all this for me, if not me I hope that you're proud of me I'm sorry that I'm not sorry I know that you see me hardly But who gon' do all this for me, if not me Nose to the grindstone Moving in and out of different time zones Seeing all of this is amazing But never really compares to the feeling I get when I'm home The 973 where I came up Them boys from North Jersey is dangerous Tryna provide for the fam dawg I was never focused on being famous Eight years old I put my pen to the paper I never thought that I'd be here ten years later It's crazy knowing that my little words hold weight That alone makes my whole responsibility greater When you ten toes down tryna get it outta the mud Sacrifices are made, especially, with those you love, yeah So when it feels like I'm being selfish Just know that I'm tryna make life better for all of us, yeah Yeah, always lose track of time But you're always on my mind I hope one day you'll find That I'm sorry that I'm not sorry Sorry that I'm not sorry I know that you see me hardly But who gon' do all this for me, if not me I hope that you're proud of me I'm sorry that I'm not sorry I know that you see me hardly But who gon' do all this for me, if not me I hope that you're proud of me I'm sorry that I'm not sorry I know that you see me hardly But who gon' do all this for me, if not me I hope that you're proud of me I hope that you're proud of me