Revelations 2:17

Yo, it's one AM I wake up in a cold sweat With images in my head that I'm trying fo-get And quivering in my hands that I normally don't get My hair is stuck to my forehead, sticky and so wet The clock is ticking and talking, sayin that it's time My neck is clicking and popping, wit the coldness in my spine But its hot at the same time, which then starts to remind Me of things hidden deep in the back of my mind Now I'm five and I'm crying, I see eyes that ain't mine Those tears feel wetter than a memory should Mom's soft hands holding me sure feel good Caressing, as she whispers like only a mom could I don't know what's happening but it sure ain't good She says something bout demons and the power of dreams And I start to freak out, try not to scream As she mumbles we aren't alone, the devil is quite real I feel a presence with us now, a wound that won't heal She starts to say something but before she can reveal The answer to this cancer, our only way of protection I snap out of my trance, pulled in a new direction The tears are still here, but I'm wide awake My body aches, bones feel like they're gonna break It's more than I can take, then I start moving away Up out my bed against my will, Is this real or not? I try to hold myself from walking but I just can't stop My feet heavier than lead, they're dead weight But I'm headed dead ahead bed headed but quite awake My head is starting to shake, I feel my bladder quake As I take another step towards what's coming my way All the way to the hallway, it's calling my name The floor creaking under me, this is freakin insane Don't know what's happening but I'm wracking my brain The wood floors harder than normal tonight Almost like stone, I'm alone, and scared for my life I cough and taste bile, it's vile but soon I'll Be facing much worse, as I lurch onto the tile Of the bathroom floor, I'm sore and what's more I'm sure that the presence I felt is behind the door I swing it open and suddenly I'm blasted full bore By rancid air, I gag on the stench Trying not to puke, so my jaw I clench As I start to wretch, throat heaves and sputters My body shakes, I can't breath, so I just shudder As a voice ahead of me quite calmly utters Ill it's good to meet you, I've followed you for awhile I'm quite a fan of your music, known you since you was a child Every bad dream you ever had, every time you're ever mad All the times that you lied, I have been there with you man I'm the one who helped you plan, love to you Illtalian And I thought it's time we meet, just so that you understand Who are you I wanna ask, but I can't so I grasp As I grasp and stand, and try my best not to collapse Look into the mirror, and then I feel faint Staring back at me I'm seeing my own face But it ain't the same, na it's all wrong My cheeks are sunken in, and the nose too long And my eyes are all red, the skin is too pale And his teeth are crusted over like rusty old nails I can feel my heart fail and skip three beats As I ask him, what is it you want from me? Then he laughs, and it echoes hauntingly Nothing I don't got already he says tauntingly Prompting me, to ask him one more time What do you want from me?! And he replies Don't worry, it's nothing that ain't already mine, Your mind is always with me, when you're lurking online At those dirty pictures flirting wicha, and all of the times You've pretended to be holy, you're so full of lies You hide it all behind an image, to impress your friends But to their back you call em wack, and it don't end, There, cuz your prayers are perverted too Only demanding what you like, like it's your due You're overdue to come on over, and I'm here to collect Don't you know that there's no teasing when you're flirting with death? So take a breath, and prepare to worship me now This is your encore, Ill all you have to do is bow Do it now! My pulse is quickening greatly Everything he's said is true, I'm far beyond saving I've let my heart wander, and I've made bad decisions And yeah the way I'm livin really isn't very Christian But I can be forgiven, man I know that I can change I'd change every part of me, I'd even change my name So when i don't bow he starts to shout BOW TO ME BOW TO ME, I command you do it now I say no, then he makes me, and I don't know how But my stomach starts to wrench as my muscles contract Then I'm attacked, I'm wracked by spasms up in my back Spine stretched till it'll snap, my body contorts I bend but I fight it, say a prayer unto the Lord Which only makes it worse, cuz now I've made him angry You stupid boy he snaps, ungrateful you should thank me You are mine, and I claim you, I'll destroy you and I'll maim you I will hurt you I will curse you I will burn you in the flames too I will name you I will take you in my image I'll remake you So just do it man just bow to me just BOW Jesus! I cry out, and the screaming stops My body stops shaking and suddenly I drop And black out It's 10 am, I wake up in a cold sweat With images in my head that I'm starting to forget I'm shivering in my bed, which I honestly don't get Cuz the sheets are stuck to my body, sweaty and soaked wet I got the weirdest feeling I'm not alone Then I hear a buzz, got a text on my phone Nope, it's just the Bible verse of the week Let's see, Revelation 2:17 So I open up my bible app to see what it say "To him who over comes I will give a new name" Huh