Ten Of Swords (feat. Matt Honeycutt)

When I open my eyes I am barely awake I try to leave but I always stay Inside my mind I love so much it hurts my heart And when the lights go out I always hear my doubt I've lost my fucking mind I'm stuck inside I've lost my mind And I don't want to be here anymore I try so hard to pretend That it doesn't hurt but it hurts so much How can I feel so strong and be so fucked When I close my eyes I can't sleep A train wreck great tragedy I'm running, I'm nothing, I'm suffering I'm holding on to something I'm drowning and slipping, and slipping and drowning And I don't want to be here anymore I try so hard to pretend That it doesn't hurt but it hurts so much How can I feel so strong and be so fucked I will push through With strength Divide my pride Dissect my mind I will push through Through you Destroy you fucker Bust that bitch through the floor board We swing first thing oh lord Bang out one through ten swords Nine lives no more for you cowards