Object Permanence (feat. Sherwood, Kept On Hold & the Climbing)

I've made plans to do what I do best and run away from this place

'Cause I'm convinced this city was built just to remind me of all my mistakes

And honestly I never thought I'd leave this way

If I stay… I'm sure it won't be long until I break apart, break apart again

Everything has changed

I'll paint over my bedroom walls

You'll never know I was here at all

I'll pretend what happened here, never really happened at all, at all

I'm leaving home again

I will be gone all summer long

I can't deny it's hard to go

But I do what I have to, do what I have to

Don't wait for me

I don't think I'm coming back again

I've lost everything that's kept me

So I'm moving on for good this time

And now… I can't recall why I used to love this place

I'm so afraid that I will remember, everything

Everything again

It's hard to sleep when my walls constantly sing

They scream "wake up, wake up"

"You're in no shape to rest!"

And I can't escape what you can't undo

I'm leaving home again

I will be gone all summer long

I can't deny it's hard to go

But I do what I have to, do what I have to

Don't wait for me

I don't think I'm coming back again

I've lost everything that's kept me

So I'm moving on for good this time

I'm holding on to the last of my hope and I might even let it go

But I don't think it matters, yeah, I don't think it matters

I'm leaving home again

I will be gone all summer long

I can't deny it's hard to go

But I do what I have to, do what I have to

Don't wait for me

I don't think I'm coming back again

I've lost everything that's kept me

So I'm moving on for good this time