Eventually

When I was only three I used to dream About a girl Hand in hand She'd run from all of the monsters with me Then I grew up And all of the monsters got bigger And she never showed up It's so hard without you here I'm so dependent dear I need you to hold me together But you'll show up eventually And I'll wait for you forever Adolescence left me buckled at the knees But I picked myself up and tried to teach myself to be happy I came to expect so many things that would happen to me I built up a lifetime in my head a perfect little fantasy It helped to have something to look forward to It helped to believe that I was waiting for you But you can only wait so long until it all seems pointless And I spent too much time ignoring the problems Just waiting for someone else to come and fix this It's so hard without you here I'm so dependent dear I need you to hold me together I'll give you another year I'll just avoid my fears And wait for you to come make it better 'Cause you'll show up eventually And I'll wait for you forever