Hollow

It's like these bones just feel frozen From the air you let in And now my view of this world Has grown so hollow and thin There's no more strength left to run Not a corner to hide The only spirit that lived within me Had left me far behind I'm not afraid of hell or dying Just everything that comes before Cause at the hand of every friends' Another devil at my door I can't move on, the weight may crush my back And make the present repeat the past Why does happiness never seem to last? I remember eyes that once saw color But it faded into grey And these voices in my head Told me they'll never go away I have nothing left to give Not a goddamn thing to lose Because some of the shit that I see On the channel two news Makes me want to blow my brains out Right in front of you I'm not afraid of hell or dying Just everything that comes before Cause at the hand of every friends' Another devil at my door I can't move on, the weight may crush my back And make the present repeat the past Why does happiness never seem to last? Because of them, because of you Because of all of it, and everyone else too I can't tell you where I'll be going, But I know, it'll be better than this I'm fucking done, I fucking quit So if someone would kindly Put my out of my misery I beg it just be quick So one thing before I go God, I really wanna know Why'd you have to go and Make your creation so hollow A normal heart and soul Is something that I'll never know I tried my best, but I can't make this pain go Away, until today