Forgive/Forget

You take and you never give Always stealing my life force And leaving me to die Looking for any out That you can muster While your brain starts to fluster Falling all over your lies You are your own demon And it's no surprise Consumed by your lust For the things you can never have And you never will Steal my life force and leave me to die How could I have lived if I've been dead this whole time You said we were the same But you lied You lied I will never be the same again So why try You probably thought that I would always forgive you But I've never been more broken Take this to your grave All my love is lost on you Tell me it's all in my head But cover up the truth It's clear I don't know that I'm being used and I bet you'd hate it if I did the same to you The damage you did you my brain I'm not the same The one I thought I knew Never existed Thanks for the memories All the lies and manipulation Will always haunt me To fear that nothing is real Take every time I defended you Swallow it up until you choke to death Drown in the sea Because of you There's nothing left of me There's nothing left of me I am so tired of being abused For being calloused I bet you thought we had an understanding Guess being patient was too demanding If there's any reason for so much damage It's cause you can't heal all these scars with a bandage You said we were the same But you lied You lied I will never be the same again So why try You probably thought that I would always forgive you But I've never been more broken Take this to your grave All my love is lost on you Love is lost on you I'll be damned Before I repair with this broken heart