Holding On

While I stay still, you get what I seek keeping long time So I can see you keep climbing up on every place where I've stayed Just want to make myself catch up you going away from me Every time you leave, I get left behind I try to hold your hands, though I cannot do anymore Nothing saves me when I get sad that I can't bring myself on the stage you always stand But I keep claiming I can go And I keep trying to be higher than you for myself We know ours are broken in trying till we die Just for myself I can't create anything moving everyone staying under myself I can't sight where I just want to reach I can't make just for you Did I feel close when I could reach one of places you stayed for a while Then I felt numb When I saw you I was able to tell you none of things I held And I keep trying to be higher than you for myself We know ours are broken in trying till we die In your hands your things have been coming to light up I'm trying to break what you leave on your way I know that I can't overtake you till we die I used some wrong ways to reach your spaces where I may Have been able to go with a cleaner way Nothing affecting you was born I could never give you a great thing that your eyes saw I can't reach Wish I reached there for you I can never change myself doing wrong And I'm trying too far away I'm going so broken I cannot do anymore And I keep trying to be higher than you for me You keep running your way on a site over me We know ours are broken in trying till we die In your hands your things have been coming to light up I'm trying to break what you leave on your way I know that I can't overtake you till we die