Sleeping With the Enemy (feat. S-X)

Sometimes I think this world's a simulation

The way that certain things just happen with no explanation

Just like the time I went to go to tell my Mom I'm quitting school

She laughed at me and said that this is just and April Fool

Sorry Mom but I'm for real

I'm done with living up a life that's just a big ordeal

I'm way too old for you to beat me

I just want you to treat me like a person with a choice

And now for my decisions, I'm a person with a voice

Now I'm hitting a wall

And it all comes apart

See a light in the dark

And it's blinding my eyes, oh

Now I feel like someone's watching me

And someone else is watching them

And I'm sleeping with the enemy, yeah

Acting like they were my friends

It's never easy on the road

Shut down many times, I've been alone

Cried but fully grown

I'm overloaded with emotions

Overwhelming with emotions of you

And this is just a movie with a crew

I hate when overthinking makes me wanna find a new

Or when the people find a reason just to hate on you

I came with nothing on me

I'll leave with nothing on me

I guess the time that's in between is for the viewing only

I know where they're hiding

And don't make me decide it

I know that they won't like it

But I gotta break free

Now I'm hitting a wall

And it all comes apart

See a light in the dark

And it's blinding my eyes, oh

Now I feel like someone's watching me

And someone else is watching them

And I'm sleeping with the enemy, yeah

Acting like they were my friends