Falling Down

It's easy falling down When down is the only way you're ever shown It's easy being scared of everyone When you look at everyone and don't feel any love Drugs only can Hide the evidence That I'm not trying Can't sleep again Take some more medicine and pretend I'm dying You dream in color I dream in gray And though the thoughts won't go away I tried to drown 'em out Nothing to figure out Started at age thirteen Getting high on gasoline In my parents shed Just me and all the things they never said Drugs only can Hide the evidence I'm not trying I start to feel again Take some more medicine And pretend I'm crying I feel the farthest farthest in Can't find the point where it begins It goes on for miles I hope I don't pass it on To the ones I love And please not my son Drugs only can Hide the evidence I'm not trying You on your jungle gym Me on my medicine Both pretend we're flying