Breakdown (feat. Demi Lovato)

I got big plans, but none of them feel like mine (yeah) And I miss days where I used to feel like me (you know) 'Cause I've been trapped in all the freedom Throw my heart up at the ceiling I take another drink, so I can kill the voice of reason I got big plans, but none of them feel like mine (too much is too much) You know Uh, been fighting my demons, but they ain't fighting fair But I keep saying, "Everything's alright, I swear" All alone in a dark space, ain't no light in there What's fucked up is I might actually like it there Pouring everything on this paper my pen is on Feel like I'm breaking in places they put the pressure on I'm the one in my circle they all depending on To do it though, I need these drugs I've become dependent on Someone tried to confront me, now we don't get along In my business, they tripping on what I'm sipping on They can't reach the pedestal that my head is on But truthfully, I've been breaking down, just finally letting on Oh, I'm in the middle of a breakdown, baby (uh, you know) I need you, I need you (I got you) Oh, I'm in the middle of a storm now, baby I need you, I need you to come over (I got you) Tell me this'll be over (uh) Over soon now (yeah) Oh, I'm in the middle of a breakdown, baby I need you (I got you), I need you right Uh, crowded space, but I feel alone Eyes on me, all the time, in the judgement zone Somewhere on the road, fucked up, but I'm missing home No rest for the wicked, where could I put a pillow on Anywhere, feel misunderstood, they try to patronize They judging my ways, but won't empathize You couldn't walk in my shoes, I'm not telling lies Since 21, I've been running a whole enterprise Provide for too many people, I can't jeopardize But I've been breaking in half to two separate lives Mr. Hyde just died looking into Jekyll's eyes I start becoming somebody I can't recognize Oh, I'm in the middle of a breakdown, baby (uh, you know) I need you, I need you (I need you too) Oh, I'm in the middle of a storm now, baby I need you, I need you to come over (I got you) Tell me this'll be over (uh) Over soon now (yeah) Oh, I'm in the middle of a breakdown, baby I need you (aye), I need you right (whoo, uh) Oh, I, I need you (I got you) Oh, I, I need you (I got you) To come over, tell me this'll be over Over soon now (yeah) Oh, I'm in the middle of a breakdown, baby I need you, I need you right (I got you) I got big plans, but none of them feel like mine (you know) And I miss days where I used to feel like me