Beholden

The day that things changed between us Don't want it to stop, you know The trade of motion demeans us Our momentum stopped, controlled I wish that I could spit and scream and flail for what I want mine But it's just more in my character to fade to black as a thought, kind The way I cautiously need us It hurts not to start, you know Today I open my heart out My pandora's box unclothed There are just too many articles written by ironic life Just hold me till I can remember my vulnerable mind How do I separate the magic moments, not to be beholden While lately there's been no magic moments where I have been holden How do I separate the magic moments, not to be beholden While lately there's been no magic moments where I have been holden The ray, like lightning deceives us Illuminates a warm glow Betray two weeks that dream us Till second place burns, burns cold Each spring I find myself left with the remnants of forgotten snow I am a token, not be broken, yes, this I know The way the taken have seen us I am their hope, controlled The fray of rot that seats us Stuck behind glass pedestal I have grown to laugh at this place I've been placed to find It doesn't suit me all much better than loneliness or lack of trying How do I separate the magic moments, not to be beholden While lately there's been no magic moments where I have been holden How do I separate the magic moments, not to be beholden While lately there's been no magic moments where I have been holden