Fantasize

I'm still awake, ready to drive through the night Wish I could turn my feelings off like a light The way it hurts, I don't know how we get by one day You'll say "I'm sorry, you never have to worry I'm changing up the story, and it's all in my head We had it, you're everything I wanted I'm taking us for granted, all the things that we said" You were my paradise, my heaven in disguise I had to watch it all go away I got you memorized Guess still, I fantasize of every moment back in LA, oh I fantasize, I fantasize I fantasize about us, oh I fantasize, I fantasize I fantasize about us, oh It's been so hard, but I just had to pretend (had to pretend) I wasn't broken or a mess in the end I never thought that I would call you a friend today And say "I'm sorry, you never have to worry I'm changing up the story, and it's all in my head We had it, you're everything I wanted I'm taking us for granted, all the things that we said" You were my paradise, my heaven in disguise I had to watch it all go away I got you memorized Guess still, I fantasize of every moment back in LA, oh I fantasize, I fantasize (I fantasize) I fantasize about us, oh I fantasize (I fantasize) I fantasize I fantasize about us You were my paradise, my heaven in disguise I had to watch it all go away I got you memorized Guess still, I fantasize of every moment back in LA, oh