Repeat the Ending

Left alone with shadows This is when he smiles Just as I get started, he repeats the ending, Suckered in his breath while he holds me down It occurs to me to pray And I'm always ending, yeah I'm always ending What could I do? What could I do? What could I do? What could I do? Man-sized boy Punish me with all his jokes, And I've got no smokes to spare, And I've got no room to breathe And I've got no patience Tapping on my chest to see if I act scared or light or leave And then if I let him tap again, I will always be here - Be all blasted open What could I do? What could I do? What could I do? What could I do? Man-sized boy I'm all blasted open I've got hope for all the messes Who are cold and blasted open I got told, and I believe it To repeat the ending Left alone with shadows This is when he smiles Just when I got started He repeats the ending I repeat the ending