Better Drugs

Yep Yeah I pay my own bills I don't feel like any other girl here (yeah) When I talk about my anxiety In the wrong society I don't think anyone else can relate (relate) They say I need therapy 'Cause I got no symmetry Maybe I just don't fit in How do I feel good? How do I feel good? How do I feel? Maybe I need better love Or better friends I can trust I can watch the money pile up But when I think about it But when I think about it I just want better drugs, drugs I just want better, better I just want better drugs, drugs I just want better, better It's not 1950 I'm not in the kitchen tryna look pretty Or conform, that's a strategy Is it just me on house arrest Tryin' not to go crazy? (Crazy-zy-zy-zy) Maybe it's my character I don't feel inferior Why does that make it worse? I just want wanna feel good How do I? How do I? How do I? (Feel good) Maybe I need better love Or better friends I can trust I can watch the money pile up But when I think about it But when I think about it I just want better drugs, drugs I just want better, better I just want better drugs, drugs I just want better, better Maybe I need better love Or better friends I can trust I can watch the money pile up But when I think about it But when I think about it I just want better... Feel good Feel good I just wanna... Feel good Feel good I just wanna... I just wanna feel good I just wanna feel good I just wanna feel good I just wanna feel good Why can't I feel good? I just wanna... Maybe I need better love Or better friends I can trust I can watch the money pile up But when I think about it But when I think about it I just want better drugs, drugs I just want better, better I just want better drugs, drugs I just want better, better