Disassociation

Where have I been My time is broken And my eyes are open But I can't see What do I feel Girl I'm feeling hopeless And I'm feeling broken Without me I'm just hoping it's a side effect Of the shit that I've done that I still regret At times even out at night I'm just hoping that there comes a day That this weight on my mind it begins to fade Cause I'm tired but I'm doing alright I know that it will go away But it haunts my sleep up until this day So I walk around And I'm wearing the skin of A man who gets lost in a crowd And these hands are not mine When I catch myself looking down I'm just hoping it's a side effect Of the shit that I've done and I still regret At times even out at night I'm just hoping that there comes a day That this weight on my mind it begins to fade Cause I'm tired but I'm doing alright I know that it will go away But it haunts my sleep up until this day And I've been losing sleep Without you next to me I've been locked outside my head Without the key to let me in And I've lost control I'm not me anymore So let me in To my own head