Nobody Said

It's getting harder every time I can't remember goin' to bed at night I used to get high to feel like I wanted to be alive And now the more I take The less I feel but I don't mind I know you're all concerned But there's nothing you can do to make it right Nobody said it would be me My momma said my future was bright Even though my nose is bleeding I can't feel a thing inside Nobody said it would be me My momma said my future was bright Even though my nose is bleeding I can't feel a thing inside I said I could stop whenever I want But that was years ago And it's all smiles and all jokes Through the cigarette smoke But then I go home Turn the TV on watching reruns of a show So I don't feel alone Ignore the voice inside my head asking me Where did your twenties go? Nobody said it would be me My momma said my future was bright Even though my nose is bleeding I can't feel a thing inside Please don't send me home again I just can't be alone in my head Nobody said it would be me My momma said my future was bright Can't stay here (Better than making it home) Don't know you (Better than dying alone) Can't stop now (Better the devil you know) Don't come down (Better to be on my own) Nobody said it would be me My momma said my future was bright Even though my nose is bleeding I can't feel a thing inside Please don't send me home again I just can't be alone in my head Nobody said it would be me My momma said my future was bright