You Were My Best Friend

I wish I would've picked up the phone And been there when you needed me most I wish would've texted you back And cherished all the time that we had I wish I would've paid more attention And I wish I would've asked more questions I wish I woulda been there for you Like you were there for me I can't go back in time, but I wish I could All of these feelings that I'm having I really just cannot put them into words Honestly, my heart feels shattered I'm tryna keep my composure, but it's hard When there's a dagger in my heart I can't believe that this is real It's been a week since you passed, and I don't know what to feel You were my best friend, my ride or die until the end Now it's the end and my brain just cannot comprehend that you're gone This pain just keeps on hurting I'm screaming out to God because I know you ain't deserved this I'm carrying this guilt on my shoulders, it's a burden If you were here, I know you'd tell me just to keep on working through this But it's so difficult without you here I'm in an ocean full of sadness filled with all my tears I'm in the depths of mind and I just can't see clear And now all I really want's to make you reappear, man You were my best friend My ride or die until the end I can't believe the end's here I'm drowning and I can't see clear You were my best friend My ride or die until the end I can't believe the end's here I'm drowning and I can't see clear This was supposed to last longer than it did I can't believe that you'll never meet my kids I can't believe that it's really all over And I'll never hear your voice again as I grow older, man This all is crazy, we just was on the phone You hit me up about my show and said you couldn't go You said that earlier that day you stopped breathing My heart sank, but it wasn't that hard to believe it 'Cause I remember when I was with you, you fainted for the first time I look on it now and understand that was the first sign That your time was coming I should've understood then that your time was running out And if I could, I would go back in time, but I can't And that's the reason that I lose my mind Because I shoulda been better to you I showed you love, but should've showed it better I can't believe that you're gone forever You were my best friend My ride or die until the end I can't believe the end's here I'm drowning and I can't see clear You were my best friend My ride or die until the end I can't believe the end's here I'm drowning and I can't see clear