Inverted Alaskan Wilderness

I woke up and I felt afraid Dreamt I was sleepless Couldn't die at the end of the day I wasn't god But the closest thing Just a lonely endless pattern In the way I took my bread I sucked my grain And I felt fear magnified By the strength of sempiternal days Got out of bed Fell into the fray Lemme tell you something honey Ain't nothing new under the sun not now not ever Not no way Turned back to the calendar on my wall It was the day of their lord so I'll be good Sunday I'm mean and tall 'Cause when you're thrust headfirst into the banality of it all Ain't no fun stickin' to your own proclivities I tried that for the first half of eternity So for the last whole Freedom is the enemy of creativity's hanging on my wall Hey Well I woke up and I felt afraid And I felt fear enveloping every last one of sempiternal days We're coming around to year zero now Think its time I try for fame Maybe bring some good into the world And when it turns bad well that, that's also okay And what's life when the sun goes out Or they burn the earth to dust Just wait till I'm out in that inverted Alaskan winter wilderness Night so dark and black it turns my brain to mud I woke up and I felt afraid Baby, I am petrified Oh, and to think once I felt I had it made Jumped out of the bedpan and into the flame Just a lonely endless thread in the fray