High Again

I got high again last night For the first time in my life Working hard to waste my time Learning how to lose my mind I wake up and close my eyes It's hard to quit until you try 'Cause for the first time in my life I got high again last night Everybody tells me I'm a letdown Everyday I'm trying just to hold on I knew that I was different all along Now they're singing na-na-na-na-na I was in the back row Carving out my heart into my notebook Everybody knows I don't belong Now they're singing na-na-na-na-na I got high again last night For the first time in my life I'm always honest when I lie See me smiling when I cry I don't want to go outside In my room is where I hide For the first time in my life I got high again Everybody tells me I'm a letdown Everyday I'm trying just to hold on I knew that I was different all along Now they're singing na-na-na-na-na I was in the back row Carving out my heart into my notebook Everybody knows I don't belong Now they're singing na-na-na-na-na Oh-oh-oh-oh Na-na-na-na-na Oh-oh-oh-oh Na-na-na-na-na Oh-oh-oh-oh Na-na-na-na-na Oh-oh-oh-oh I wake up and close my eyes It's hard to quit until you try 'Cause for the first time in my life I got high again last night Everybody tells me I'm a letdown Everyday I'm trying just to hold on I knew that I was different all along Now they're singing na-na-na-na-na I was in the back row Pounding out my heart into my notebook Everybody knows I don't belong Now they're singing na-na-na-na-na