Presence

It don't even matter even if I try Cuz everything I want gone leave me everytime I be all alone they never hear me cry And these sad thoughts won't leave me alone If I ain't with my niggas I feel all alone I ain't love a girl in a long time Been hurting need your presence when I'm in my home Home I dm all my rapper friends leave me on read I just need some advice I'm so stuck in my head Wake up in the morning blood stains on my bead And I be cappin when I'm online If i said I was happy just know that I lied They said that I was different and that I would climb So why the fuck these clones leaving me behind Somebody call my phone for I lose my mind They call I decline I know what I just said but I'm trying I been contradicting my actions So I'm bout to pour up I might drop a couple tears then I'm bout to throw up What the fuck is taking so long I'm ready to blow up Ain't no one to calm me down when the pressure high Darkness all around me and stars in the sky I don't wanna work another 9 to 5 If I ever fall that low god please take my life It don't even matter even if I try Cuz everything I want gone leave me everytime I be all alone they never hear me cry And these sad thoughts won't leave me alone If I ain't with my niggas I feel all alone I ain't love a girl in a long time Been hurting need your presence when I'm in my home Home