Want Me Too

Emotion's bottled up I don't know what to say I'm hurt from her love, now all I feel is hate I just want to be numb, but I already know that fate If I relapse again, I might not see another day But I guess it's okay, I'm just ready to end it When I kissed her, I thought it was the beginning Of a better life, but I guess I'm not her in interest Why you say you love me when you knew it was finished Could have been something, but now we're just nothing Thought that you loved me but I guess not enough Gave you my heart and you didn't give a fuck Didn't want to doubt you but you fucked up my trust Can't cope with my feelings so drinking is a must What else is there to do, when your dreams just get crushed You say fuck everything and you get you some drugs I just can't fill the void, so I'm just feeling numb I just wanted true love, but you wouldn't let me have it I'm obsessed with you, yeah I'm kind of like an addict But I'm bout to be again cuz I'm thinking bout relapsing I know it could be tragic but I don't know what else to do I gave you my all and now I have nothing else to lose I feel like giving up, if I'm telling you the truth I can't have what I want and what I wanted was you And I know when I'm gone, you're gonna want me too I can't have what I want and what I wanted was you And I know when I'm gone, you're gonna want me too