Older Now

Can I say what's on my mind? I wanna get it right this time Awkward talk, awkward dance Missed another awkward chance But I am older now And I am ready for a change Fuck it up, make you laugh We both have traumatic pasts See it for what it is Still feel like a little kid Running through open fields Dog is biting at our heels Falling down in the sand Life is better without plans I am older now And I am ready for a change Let's be honest, it's not what Our parents all said it was No one stays together now No one gives a damn about Pushing through until the end I'm never calling you again Because I am older now And I am never gonna change