Motherland

If I said it's like I never left I'd be lying through my teeth Older and wiser I'm ashamed of the younger, dumber me I dug my own grave 'Cause I was too scared to walk away I didn't leave enough time to make amends And it will never, ever be the same But I But I didn't want change It was never gonna stay I couldn't see that way And now it will never, ever be the same When I left something fell And now this part of my world Is broken forever And it will never ever be the same But I But I didn't want change It was never gonna stay I couldn't see that way And now it will never ever be the same If I could tell you one thing It probably won't get easier but try If I could've told you something Then I could have changed our fucking lives Now hell is all we get We live with our regret