You Make It Worse

The way I am right now (I am right now) And you made me feel Like I was changing I'm still waiting (I'm still waiting) I've been feeling let down, hating myself Now you see my playing So why help? I try to keep my head out of this hell I can hear what you saying, just not well 'Cause in my head it's all just words They don't make sense but they still hurt I'm playing dead now, how does it work? I need you to go 'cause you make it worse ('Cause you make it worse) I dont ever wanna fall in love again 'Cause it hurts too much And I can't forget Sometimes getting high makes it better But in the end it doesn't really matter Break hearts, break bones I love to hate you when I'm alone Hate, it's my fault But how could I have ever known? I hate myself The way I am right now (I am right now) And you made me feel Like I was changing I'm still waiting (I'm still waiting) I've been feeling let down, hating myself Now you see my playing So why help? I try to keep my head out of this hell I can hear what you saying, just not well 'Cause in my head it's all just words They don't make sense but they still hurt I'm playing dead now, how does it work? I need you to go 'cause you make it worse ('Cause you make it worse) Guess I'm cruising on my own for now And I'll find my way back home and out Again, again And to be honest I'm better off like this My pain's in vain 'cause I can't resist Like magic pulling me into this (Me into this) I hate myself The way I am right now (I am right now) And you made me feel Like I was changing I'm still waiting (I'm still waiting) I've been feeling let down, hating myself Now you see my playing So why help? I try to keep my head out of this hell I can hear what you saying, just not well 'Cause in my head it's all just words They don't make sense but they still hurt I'm playing dead now, how does it work? I need you to go 'cause you make it worse ('Cause you make it worse) 'Cause you make it worse 'Cause you make it worse 'Cause you make it worse I need you to go 'Cause you make it worse But it doesn't make any sense