Runaway

Ok let's try this again I got too much in my cup now All these thoughts been running Know I overthink too much now My whole life is flooding And it's hard for me to trust now Man that's in the mirror Looking at me with disgust now Probably cause he knows I'll never own a watch I bust down That's not a goal, that's a distraction All of my plans get carried through action Problems with women I buried em back when I used fixate on the past shit I was just moving backwards I try to live in the moment whenever anxiety tries to attack him Used be stuck in my ways, laying in bed for a couple of days Sorry to anyone caught in my rage Know they got hit with a couple of strays Pouring a shot, ay let's double it man Knowing that shit just gone double the pain Ay, I guess it's one of them days When I start thinking bout running away I got too much in my cup now All these thoughts been running Know I overthink too much now My whole life is flooding And it's hard for me to trust now Man that's in the mirror Looking at me with disgust now Act like I don't give a fuck now But at 2 am wonder who you with Almost hit send but I can't do this Give it three days grace and continued to fall Guess id rather feel pain that nothing at all Aw, thinking bout homies I've lost The ones that are gone and they ones that are breathing Drinks up hope my dawgs went to heaven 2 Times hope my dawgs still dreaming They say Finesse got boujee Walking around like the main role in a movie He so caught up tryna make a couple mill That the last time I saw him acted like he never knew me Well... if you got a problem with this version But you helped provide all my vices Then our paths were never the same Guess I ran away on some save my life shit But that I don't mean I don't reflect And that don't mean I don't respect And that don't mean 6 drinks in I don't worry bout what comes next I got too much in my cup now All these thoughts been running Know I overthink too much now My whole life is flooding And it's hard for me to trust now Man that's in the mirror Looking at me with disgust now Ok, Let's try this again