Hard It All Can Be

(Don't know why I still try) (And she wonders why I) Yeah, don't talk 'bout it (I don't trust nobody) Don't talk 'bout it, uh, uh (not even her) Don't talk 'bout it Don't talk 'bout it (don't know why I still try) Don't talk 'bout it, yeah, yeah (and she wonders why I) Don't talk (I don't trust nobody) (Not even her) Papi Why do I feel so alone? Like everyone seems to be out to get me Feeling like everyone's the same But then I guess that makes me crazy Screaming R.I.P. Nicole And R.I.P. them all And R.I.P. my angel Wish that she was coming home Talking about how there would be plenty of grapes on the grapevine I feel devastated and agitated at the same time No ceilings, I aim high No feelings, they ain't mine No minutes, there ain't time Danger, no sign Tell me, how am I supposed to live if you ain't living, bae? How am I supposed to change if not forgiven, bae? Know you watching me from above, I hate for you to see The heartaches, someone put me out my misery When younger, told me love was in the air Lately, I just never care All the walls are caving in And I hate myself again And I thought my plan would work Got my feet up in the dirt But I'm questioning my worth And I need you now Better hold on, baby you're strong, you're a soldier, yeah They say that things change, all around you getting older, yeah And until like we work, stay by my side, ring your hotline I know how hard it all can be